Well I can't say that things for me haven't taken a turn for the worst. I guess its just about that time. I seem to come across misfortune in regular intervals. haha! I guess that just happens. But what happens to me when it does is what has changed. It's so hard to see, and feel how so very good things can be. How sweet everyday can be. Love keeping me alive, but still burning. I'm wounded but not sad through the paces of the day. If only they could make me feel half as good as the few minutes with my everything. What do I do, what can I say. Every step I turn to is wrong, and this maze has me as a loss. But I'm trying. I'm hanging in there and holding my head up knowing that the best will come around. This roller coaster hasn't killed me yet, lol.